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2010-03-01T00:23:00.000-08:00

Well where to start. Ohkay let me continue my story about Mr. A. At last he told me why we just can’t be together.

Me: Can I ask you something? You slalu ke uat benda mcm gini? I mean we are not really together and kite da uat benda mcm gini.

Him: Tkde ah. When I’m bored. Actually I like to manje2 je. Tu sbb I suke sandar dkat u, cuddle2. Tu semer…

Me: I don’t mind u nk manje2, cuddle2 tpi I think what both of us are doing, da overboard. And ya, I don’t want to continue like this forever, serious talking.

Him: What are you trying to say?

Me: You left me confused. I have been trying to find the answer, are we friends or more than that but you don’t know. I try to treat you fair like the others but I just can’t. I know I cannot force you to love me and be with me. It’s just hard to make you understand me and my feelings.

Him: Kalau you got org lain go je. I don’t mind. Curiously, I tknk uat you tunggu mcm buah tk jatoh. Curiously, I pon awkward uat gini. You piker I tkde hati perot jgk ke? Haiy.. Let’s be straight forward, k.. I tkot go ngan u coz u I nye classmate. Nnt pape jdi kte tk kwn each other lagi. All tt sorts of thing. I tknk friendship putos.. Get wad I mean? So I pn ngah confuse. I tknk dis thing happen to me agy. I pernah kene once.. Im sry..

Me: Well I pon once attchd ngn my classmate and ya until now we are still contacting with each other. Well I cnot force u, if u tkot the same thing happen thn so be it ah, kite kwn je, but the things yg kite pernah uat, stop.

Him: Hmm ok.. U.. R u angry? Haiy.. Please you..

Me: I also don’t know how i am feeling rite now. Jgn piker kn sgt la, kite kwn and that’s it. Don’t force yourself and I also don’t like to force ppl.

Him: Hmm, ok.

There you go peeps, end of the story. I was wondering why he didn’t tell me that at the first place. I think this is the third time I ask him. Well obviously, things are different right now. We are still close but not as close as before. If we are meant to be thn we will be together, one day in the future. I don't know why but I cried the night when the truth is out.

2010-02-08T00:38:00.000-08:00

To Farhan:

I got a picture for you. I always wanted to send you but whenever I see your face I will forget about it. Firstly I want to apologize to you if I have hurt you in one way or another. Secondly I want to thank you for loving me, care for me and always be there for me. You have been such a wonderful partner that I ever had. You’re a guy that treasures me deep in your heart but I always hurt you. The laughter, the cries, the problems that we faced through, you were always there beside me. Words can’t express how thankful I am, to have you in my heart. I still remember that you once told me that you can’t live without me, you like being control because it makes you feel like a baby and ya I find it so cute. Whenever there is a full moon, you will message me, hoping that I am there beside you, enjoying the beautiful scenery together. A friend of ours once told me that they went drinking, you were there with them, but you didn’t consume them because you knew that I trust you so much, my love for you is so deep that you would not betrayed all of that. I knew all along that you are a type of guy that needs attention from someone, someone that can pamper you, someone that will always care and love you. And now I don’t know what would happen to you if I am not there to control you, would you be the same Farhan that I know for 1 year 5 months? Will you still keep the promises that you once make? Many things went through my mind. I hope there is no revenge between us. I will still need you in the future to come and I hope you will always be there for me. I will always support you from behind; encourage you to pursue your dream as a footballer. Don’t give up that easily, like you don’t want to give up on me. I hope this words of encouragement will make you realize that I will always love and care for you. Just want to let you know that fighting is NOT a way out of a problem...

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PS: I got a picture for you but my computer was sort so I cannot upload it, sorry..

2010-02-08T00:01:00.000-08:00

Things aren’t going to be the same after this… Haha, I don’t know why I said that... Been busy lately with work and school... I’m not celebrating Valentine’s Day this Sunday!! Arghh!! My mum is working so I told my boss that I changed my off day to Friday… So Friday I’m free!! ~~I was thinking of going out with my Makchics but I was wondering if they are free or going out with classmates and get free drinks??~~ Hmmm?? Well not sure yet. It’s been hell at school. I thought hanging with guys is going to be damn great but I judge too soon. Girls with hot body, big boobies and nonsense stuffs; that are the topics that they LOVE to talk about… Haha, guys, but at least I get to learn more about them, their egoness and what they really search in finding their dream girl. Well my friends are planning to book a chalet during the March holidays, looking forward to it coz everyone is going!! Well updates you guys soon enough, tc...

2010-01-22T20:50:00.000-08:00

To my dearest Adeleeyana:
Thanks for babysitting my blog. That is so sweet of youuu!! And i appreciate it soooo much,hehe..Waahduh,sussah btol nk dapat kwn mcm gini *winks*

School were as per normal,blah blah blah..Here is a few pictures for you guys to enjoy,my newww school frewens;new buddies but still no newww BFs!!No one can ever replace Makchics Headquarters!!

2010-01-21T22:46:00.001-08:00

Will be back w more (: !

Much loves: Adeleeyana.

fr dearest ahnienie.

2010-01-20T23:10:00.000-08:00

Adeleeyana here (: Shish! Kesian adeleeyana tengok blog Ahnienie. haha! sudah macam apa tah. Hancurrs ;P So i came by, giving it a new skin & helping her to post sekali (: HAHA ! since im always free, adeleeyana buat kerja amal sikit (: im proud* lol. Anyhoots, my bacen Ahnienie is busy w school & her part time job (: Rajinn dia. Haha, tapi bila part blogging. piakk~ HAHA ! Umm, im suree her school life's okay. Confirm going well =) a pretty girl like her sudah tentu ketemu kawan kawan yang baru. Baik perempuan, baik lelaki x) im suree she has a new bestf too kan ahnienie (?). awh, adeleeyana cemburu -.-" . kay fake ! xP

Umm, right. now im lost for words. imma get going (: Dont forget to pass by my bloggy too ey ! HAHAHAHA ;P *lol

Much loves: Adeleeyana.

2010-01-17T23:41:00.000-08:00

Hey there!! I’m back, hehe... I know it’s been a while since I update my blog... Well school starts; it means new term, new friends, new teacher and new stuffs… It has been great; the orientation was so damn boring because we hardly know each other… I got chemical process technology whereas my bacens, Adeliyana got nursing and currently transferring to my course (still don’t know about the results), Rufini got office… Our break times aren’t the same anymore and also the timing of our lesson ends… There will be lesser memories and lesser pictures… Well update u guys sooner or later, and be prepared to wait new and exciting stories!! And ya, I have been busy with work, fyi, so I’ll try my best to update my boring blog!! Chows…

2009-12-20T04:15:00.000-08:00

ARTINNI'S CURRENTLY BUSY W JOBS AND ALL ! hehhs,
SHE'LL UPDATE ONCE SHE'S GOT THE TIME !

-Ade-Leeya-Na

2009-09-29T18:08:00.001-07:00

God grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change;

The courage to change the things that I can;

And the wisdom to know the difference;

Living one day at a time;

Enjoying one moment at a time;

Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;

Taking this worrisome world as it is;

Not as i would have it;

Trusting that everything usually turns out all right and probably will again.

For you

2009-08-26T20:12:00.000-07:00

Adeliyana, I’m sorry if what he says hurt you. I didn’t expect to come out right from his mouth and i hope you can forgive him. It’s hard to have a friend whom doesn’t have insurance for their mouths. Just shoot out just like that as if what they say doesn’t hurt them and if it hurts them they would say “Joking la, cannot kena jokes is it??” Cannot tahan leh if there are people like them, wa lau very terok!! It is hard to confess our feelings towards person like this. If this type of person thinks that everyone in this world can tolerate their behavior, tell them think twice. Maybe to this type of person, there is no limit to jokes. You’ll never know whether that person is a mild sensitive person or a person whom highly sensitive person based on the appearance. It’s fun being with this type of person but… I don’t know how to describe it in words or say it out but if you come across this type of person you will feel how the victims felt it. Btw, Adel, every words and alphabets, which come out from his mouth, maybe were not meant for you, it meant for me but he dare not tell it right in front of my face. Not that I say and do this just to make you feel better or take the pain from you, it’s just that once he told me that I am beautiful, from what he look from his own eyes but think back on what he said when he finishes up his sentence. Don’t you think that he is telling you that I am beautiful but my teeth are not perfect? FYI, bukan nak puji diri sendiri la but if you think back what I say is true. Maybe he would not say my imperfection in front of me because he knows that it will hurt me but he dare say it out to you as you are my and his friend. Think it through aites.

2009-08-25T18:35:00.000-07:00

I don't know if I should be grateful or not. I was looking forward to the gift that he is going to buy for me but end up nothing. He asked me what I want for my birthday so I told him that I want a bag from billabong and a Nike slipper. So he told me that he want to buy for me the Nike slipper so I told him where to get them, Wisma Atria or Orchard Central. On 15 august, he went to search for them but he said that he couldn't find them so I told him to go to Orchard Central. The slipper could be found at Royal Sporting House, Orchard Central but still couldn't find it. How could he not find it if I went there on 8 august. So he asked me what other things that I want so I told him about the bag. But the bag is out of stock!! Haiyo, I was upset because I was so looking forward to that slipper. Then he gave me $34 to buy whatever I want but I decided to give back the money. I was too upset to buy myself a birthday gift even though I got a lot of things that I want to buy in my mind.

PS: I did not tell him how I felt even though he asks me a few times. I don't know if I am being stupid for not telling him how I feel. Well it is just a small matter and it will disappear as time goes by…*sigh*

2009-08-17T18:05:00.000-07:00

Computer!!
What happen to you??
Not going to be posting for the next few weeks or days...

2009-08-12T21:58:00.000-07:00

This year I thought my birthday bash, is going to be a boring one because we usually we will be soaked up by the end of the day. My girlfriends and my boyfriend have something up for me but I didn't know. After school we hang out as normal at our usual 'port', Hafizah, Adeliyana and Rufini went to the mama shop, Fizah bought some refreshment for herself as she is starving, Adeliyana and Rufini are missing in action (they are at farhan’s house waiting for him to finish showering for an hour). Went to Alfea to change then went to farhan’s house. Get to know that they had done a birthday surprise for me!! OMG, I am so touched and felt guilty at the same time because on their birthday day I did not spend that much for them. Eat, take pictures and chat for a while with his mum and then chows. To the people, who make this birthday surprise a surprising one, thank you so much!! I really appreciate it so much!! Words can’t express how grateful I am to have such girlfriends and boyfriend. And I am sooo sorry if your birthday gift is not as wonderful as I am. To my girlfriends thank you for the present it is wonderful and beautiful, I don't mind the colour. And to my mother,thank you for the bag and to my father thank you for the treat.

Happy Birthday to all August babies!!

May you live long!!xoxo

2009-07-27T20:44:00.000-07:00

Continue with the previous post..
I am soo obsess with him!!
He's mine and NO ONE can own him(perasan)..

2009-07-26T18:28:00.000-07:00

He's mine!!

2009-07-24T23:06:00.002-07:00

Happy 1 year 1 month to my beloved boyfriend!!
May we last forever!!
*Smooches*

My little message

2009-07-24T23:06:00.001-07:00

To my beloved father:
I know you are going through tough times but I want you to know that I will be always by your side to cheer you up. I know that I wasn’t a good daughter to you in the past and present. You try to keep this family together even though you have to lose contact with your own father. I know you are confused right now because you have to choose between your wife and atok. It is just so sad to see you not talking to mummy. I don’t want this family to separate into two.

To my beloved mummy:
I know it is hard for you to accept atok back. I know that everyone is picking on you and deep down you is a strong woman. I also want you to know that I am also by your side to cheer you up. When they start to pick on you, I will try to defend you.

To both beloved parents:
I just want you to know that no matter what happens, NO ONE, I repeat, NO ONE can replace both of you. It is hard to show my love, care and concern towards both of you but I hope you can feel it. You are the greatest parents that I ever had and I thank Allah for creating both of you. Say what they want to say but we as your children know you better. I will pray to Allah that everything will be alright. Maybe this is the challenges that Allah had for us.

2009-07-24T23:04:00.000-07:00

Is it that boring staying at home?? I know it is but must you go out everyday?? Do you think that you will die if you can’t go out?? Complain that you are tired and I don’t mind hearing it for a few times but if this carry on it is going to be irritating and annoying. I know you want sympathy but do you think people will carry on giving you sympathy?? When I asked you to sleep, you refused and when I don’t care about you, you feel that I am not loving you...then what am I supposed to do??!! I care and concern about your health but if you don’t care and concern about yourself, why would I waste my time concerning about you??!! I know what I said can lead us to our own separate ways but what else can I do?? I got to let out everything that I kept deep down in my heart. Now I know how tough it is to go though long time relationship. It really, really, really requires patience and understanding.*sigh*

Happy Birthday to you!!

2009-07-13T20:37:00.000-07:00

Bulat!!Hahas,Fahmi Happy Birthday to You!

You are now 9 years old!!

Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki!!Amin..

Love you!!

2009-07-13T20:26:00.000-07:00

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
The courage to change the things I can
And the wisdom to know the difference
Living one day at a time
Enjoying one moment at a time
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace
Taking this worrisome world as it is
Not as I would have it
Trusting that everything usually turns out all right and probably will again

I am so grateful

2009-07-13T20:24:00.000-07:00

Maybe I consider myself lucky and I should be grateful to have family that is always by my side... No matter how busy my parents were, they always have time for their children. Unlike this person, who got friends to be with, to share laughter together, always by his side and he only have good memories when everyone in his family were not busy... Big brother NS, his brother and father working and he only got his mother to be with if his mother were at home and him whom only at home when he thinks he should or no other plans. He said that his family was not like before where they went bowling and stays up late at night. Obviously, he felt lonely, the attention that he usually get is now gone. Yes, I do sympathize with him and the people whom gone through the same situation. Well maybe giving him more attention would make him feel like home and the things that long gone are now starting to come back. Well people change and things change too...

Is there such guys?

2009-07-13T20:14:00.000-07:00

It is nice to go through relationship and you want the best in your relationship. Everyone has their own do's and don'ts in a relationship and in every person. Some people want their relationship to be sweet, loving, memorable, happy and everlasting. Well maybe, watch too many Korean dramas and maybe my imagination is a bit wild and open but how do you feel when a guy whom misses you just drop by to see whether you are ok or are you missing him, have you eaten, have you gone to bed?? Oh, how I wish a guy is like that, screaming at the top of his voice just to wish you happy birthday or just to say I love you/I miss you. If you are missing someone, you will be at the window wondering what you are doing. Imagine the guy whom you are thinking about appear in front of your block also wondering what are you doing. Obviously you will say that, hey do you think that the guy doesn't have other things to do. What if the guy is damn fucking romantic??! I don't think that there are such guy in this world or maybe there is but i have not come across one. Erm, it is just what i want in a relationship.

Whats in my heart

2009-07-03T17:03:00.000-07:00

It’s true that I have moved on with my life but I just don’t know whether I have or not. When a guy is sitting a few meters away from you, you’ll never even know unless your friend tell you that the guy is looking at you or not. You try to hide it from your friends but your friend had figured it out. You caught him looking at you or maybe catching a glimpse of you and you wondering has he move on with his life or not or it is just a normal thing that guys do??. I don’t know what is his intention or what is he thinking. Just let bygones be bygones. Oh Ya, Feeney, Adel, I forgive you girl about what happen yesterday. I know you girls feel bad and I hope you won’t repeat it again in the future. FYI, I only suffer some blue blacks. Obviously getting mad at you girls would not change anything, I just have to accept the way you are like you girls accepting the way I are. Well I had wonderful time yesterday!! Hopefully we could do this again after N levels!!*winks*

Picked up where i left off

2009-07-03T16:54:00.000-07:00

Wow, it has been weeks since I updated my blog. Well school reopens with the H1N1 flu, the school decided to take safety precautions. It is great to be back at school, meet my Makcik Headquarters and my Mr. F… time flies really fast when I realize that a few more days; I will sitting for my N-level oral exams *sigh*.

And guess what I get on my first day of school… Mr. F bought me a ring and a tigger... OMG, the ring is wonderful and it fits on my finger and the tigger were so damn cute!! Thank you so much Mr. F… Well words cannot describe how I am feeling right now. I kept admiring it and smile to myself, thinking how wonderful I am to have such a great guy and a guy whom appreciate and treasure his girl so much. It’s ok to be hungry for days, weeks or months just to see his girl smiling. Hey, I’m not that type of girl that let her guy died of hungriness.

I was so DAMN touched when you said told me that you talk to the bear that I gave you a few months back. You said that the bear is me, sleeping with you, being with you at home always, kissing the bear and do stuffs that we used to do except the dirty ones. When I looked back, you truly love and miss me. Yes, I wished that we were official together, where we have kids, always with each other not letting go, well EVERYTHING that married couples do!!But it is not the perfect and right time and age. If we were meant for each other than everything that we wish or hope for will come true.

Well there are times when we both thought that we are not suit for each other, I guess this prove otherwise. Well words can’t express how I feel towards you. You make me feel that you are always by my side through the good and the bad; you understand the situation that I am going through… Well I hope everything that I have said would not change later on in the future. Oohh, how I wish that my friends could receive the same happiness that I am going through…

Happy 1 year together!!

2009-06-24T20:52:00.000-07:00

Saaayangg 'HAPPY 1 YEAR TOGETHER!!'..

Semoga kiteorg berkekalan utk selama-lamanya!! I am so lucky to have you and I hope that you are mine FOREVER!!

LOVE YOU and MISSING YOU ALWAYS!!

*smooches* for you on your mouth and cheeks!!

Bored bored bored!!

2009-06-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

Bored, bored, and bored!!OMG, June holidays are damn FUCKING boring!! Doing the same routine everyday. Obviously, there are times where I went out with my family but I want to go out with my bitches!! One of them is out of country, hopefully she be back before school reopens, my camwhore bitch!! When are we going out again??!! Well 17 more days to go then it is back to school!! Nothing much happening during the June holidays so there is nothing much to update here in blog, so chow...

i miss you

2009-06-09T04:29:00.000-07:00

I miss you when something really good happens,

because you're the one I want to share it with.

I miss you when something is troubling me,

because you're the only one who understands me so well.

I miss you when I laugh and cry,

because I know that you're the one who

makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.

I miss you all the time,

but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night

and think of all the wonderful times

we spent with each other for those were some of

the best memorable times of my life.

What is kept deep inside my heart

2009-06-05T20:30:00.000-07:00

I lost a friend. A friend whom I can be with, a friend whom I joke with, a friend whom understand me, a friend whom I can share problems with, a friend whom I can trust and a friend whom make feel that I’m not alone. Well most of you would say it’s just a friend you can find another friend out there. Well I can find a replacement but will that person have the same characteristic and attitude? I know it’s hard for her to leave all her friends here and especially the guy whom she loves so much that she cannot forget about him. When she’ll be back? Is she going to be gone forever? I don’t want to shed a tear in front of you because I don’t want you to leave with a sad heart. You are a friend whom I treasure soo much. But no matter how far you are, you will always be my best friend FOREVER!!I’m sorry that your last wish did not turn out to be the way you want. All the best in the upcoming challenges and hope your father will agree to it!! I will be waiting for you and the answer!! I hope one day you are ready to tell what is the “major change”. Farewell best friend... And this is for you and the song that I dedicated to you yesterday:

PS: Aku harap kau dapat maafkan aku kalau selama nie aku ada kasar bahasa atau terguris hati kau.

Hey!!

2009-06-03T06:42:00.000-07:00

June holidays are here, well it is. OMG, time flies really, really fast. Firstly I want to thank my friends for making my first six months really, really fun, exciting and memorable.To azlynna whom recently come back to school I want to wish ‘welcome back’ and ‘poof’ disappear again. To my bitches I will miss you girls and thanks for all the laughter, the fun we had and to Mr.Farhan 22 more days and we are officially I year together. It is really a nice, wonderful, happiest, tearful moment in my life. And for the next few months coming, I hope we will still be together through the good and the bad. Love you and missing you always!! That applies to my bitches!!

Lonely

2009-05-21T04:13:00.000-07:00

I know it’s been quite a while since we spend time together and I know how you feel. I hope you understand me and my situation. I will try to give time for us. You seem like you don’t care. The way you speak. I am really missing you, why can’t you understand!!??

Hey to all the gals out there, if you are given a chance would you want to spend every second with your guy and you have to leave your friends behind??

What would your friends think??

Will they agree with it??

Are you willing to make sacrifices??

I need help because I’m scared that the guy will leave me behind because I didn’t spend enough time with him...

Confused

2009-05-12T04:34:00.000-07:00

Why all of a sudden, I kept seeing guy whose appearance same like my ex?? Last Saturday, I

was otw home from my aunt’s house and I was boarding 168. When the bus stop at Tampines

Library traffic light, there's this guy running across and guess what, I think it’s him. His specs,his

height, the way he dress and his hair were short!! But why I kept sawing a guy whom

resemblances like him?? Its it true that I miss him or the other way round?? What does it

mean?? Why every time I saw some one like him and my heart skipped a beat?? Am I really

missing him or are we fate to be together?

Help me...

When it is going to be mine??!!

2009-05-08T22:03:00.001-07:00

Long Sleeve Scoop Neck Top

Panelled Bodycon Skirt

Nike Women's Benassi Swoosh Sandal

Erm, inside wear it with a singlet or tube its perfect!!
Do you think it suit me?? Adel, this fashion matches with the bag that we saw at CityLink, OMG confirm jambu!! When am i going to own it,argh..

Whoa

2009-05-08T21:52:00.000-07:00

Whoa exams over!!Fuhh, only waiting for the results, scary you know… Feeney!! Sowie to hear about your atok. I hope you will be strong and accept the reality. I know how you feel and life has to go on. And Ya everyone in this world have to go even you yourself, so don’t duel over it. Smile and cheer up!! You got me and adeliyana to cheer you up and for you to lean over and cry your hearts out!! N-Level, here I come!!

Hatred

2009-05-01T21:45:00.000-07:00

I know I’m nothing to you. Well sit/stand in front of me and pretend that I did not exist. Talk about THAT and don’t even bother to ask or tell me, well sometimes. I understand and I realized who I am. I make use of frewens and make them carry my sins. Liar is a liar. I am a wastrel. I’m not asking for sympathy but I just want you to know how I feel. You make me as if I’m invisible and like we don’t know each other. I don’t want you to think wrong about me. I know what you’re thinking, it’s just a small matter what...Hey if you have strong passion for it, you’ll go for it. I too have strong passion for IT, not only you. Obviously parents can’t see that you’ve passion in something unless you tell them. Never mind, don’t come to me and ask anymore. Act as if we don’t know each other. Thank you for the laughter, the fun, and the memories together. I APPRECIATE it sooooo much… I think I impersonate as someone else. Now I know where my position lies as a friend and also as a player…

THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN!!

FYI: I try not to reveal what am i hitting at, you know i know public don't know

Relief

2009-04-22T23:44:00.000-07:00

Went to school as normal...I got to retake my 2.4km!!I got 2 more rounds to finish and there he was trying to run along with me and support me…Well the pressure is on, no breaks only 5s…He pressurizing me and there I was 17min50s!!I pass!!!I was soo relieved and thank you for everything and my frewens too!!Appreciate it so much even though you are tired…After school went searching for brochures again but this time with Ah Li Li n Ru Nie Nie... Went to simei, at last gotten the brochures that we want, pick up some for the guys...Then went to Tam pines 1 still searching for our 10 months together...We went to More than words, there were lovely stuffs that you can buy for loved ones…
A sales person came to us and asks us
Sales person: Are you interested in buying the mug??Or would you like to see other designs??
Sales person: Who is buying it and for who??
Me: It’s for a guy
Sales person: Tall, slim??
Me: Yup
Sales person: I think this is perfect because the pooh bear head and the butt is sticking out and it’s kind of cute…

My friends also give their opinion and they quite like it, me too!! Its soo adorable that I bought it…I really want to thank the sales person for the help and also my frewens…I think without them I am still clueless of what to buy. After that went to Burger King and had our lunch…Without knowing, I am shortage of money!!Order already so have to borrow from my frewens…Hey, thank you aites, for borrowing your money and don’t expect it in return, I really owe you bitches!!Then went to Toys’r’us, walk around then went to Tam pines Library, make a nuisance of ourselves…You know how time flies really fast and off we went home...Went home, shower, had my dinner, do my homework and off to bed…So damn tired…

blah blah blah

2009-04-20T04:47:00.001-07:00

Went to skool,blah blah blah..

After skool went out with Ah Li Li..Went to TM pick up some starbucks brochures for EBS

cousework..Thn went to Tamp 1 around to search for our 10 mnths together(not with ah li li)..

Cute tk??

Well have to keep on searching,4 more days to go..OMG guys,why is it hard to please you??!!We girls are thoughtless!!

Hey guess what,he decided not to do to Australia!! I was soo relieved.. I bet its a hard decision for hym to make but i want to thank god that he make the rite decision..

Saayang you..Smooches for you..

Before i forgot i want to thank Ah Li Li for helping me create this blog!! Without you i think i give up my blog long ago..

Birthday

2009-04-15T04:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went out celebrate his bdae,went to changi airport,ate macdonald,take a stroll and headed bck home.. When we were walking at terminal 3, i dunno how this topic came about and the next thng i knew that his aunty ajk hym to go to Australia to cntinue his studies and mybe pursue his dream as a footballer..I was lyke WTF,Australia??!!hey not for 6 mnths or 1 year but for 3 years or mybe forever!!Im totally shocked and speechless..Well his aunty told hym to bring along a frewen whom willing to scarifice what he/she had now and start life anew there..He thought of asking me along but he knew tht my parents wont let me..Sadness start to occur,hold bck my tears cause he havent really decide yet..*sigh*hope he make his decision wisely